As I got older, and actually had some experiences with women who weren't two dimensional, girlie books lost their appeal to me. Pornography seems to be very interesting to the average guy. These were special times, because we were curious, and had new found hormones surging through our young bodies.

The Centerfold When I was a teenager, every now and then my buddy Sebastiano would get a hold of one of his dad's old Playboy magazines. This was a way for us to learn about the female anatomy, and to dream about "getting lucky" one day. I figured there was no reason to get all excited about something I couldn't hold, fondle, or inseminate.

I guess I am different from most other guys. My young body, and dirty mind were not to be deterred by such trivial things. Being a Catholic, I of course felt guilty about this, but then being a Catholic, I felt guilty about almost everything. I reconciled this by reasoning that maybe hell wouldn't be such a bad place to spend eternity after all.

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